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The message he’s trying to convey here is something I have a hard time communicating to a lot of people but a sentiment I feel often. I need to find a better way of expressing it or maybe need to learn to better communicate that I’m taking time to “get right” …or set an auto-response text, like an AIM away message did for us a decade and a half ago… 🙃I’m not sure. I go dark for days at a time sometimes and then resurface and answer some messages.. to which i get (an understandable and sensible) response of anger, frustration and hurt feelings… which kills me. Feeling that I’ve made people feel unappreciated or unimportant to me has the soul-deep impact on me that it kind of undoes the positive impact I’d affected by taking the self-betterment time to begin with. 🤷🏼♀️ Sorry for the random heart-spill (especially to the trolls who literally comment things to the effect of “no one cares what you think about, just shut up and post your ass” 😒 please eat a bag of dicks instead of writing that heartless shit next time you feel so compelled) but idk, it’s just something on my mind often, almost constantly, that I thought I’d try to put in words in case anyone else is feeling this and going through the same struggle. I think most people go through the a lot of same heartaches and feel a lot of the same insecurities, and i think sometimes it helps to let people know how normal those shortcomings are to feel. This might not be one of those instances lol but still, if anybody relates, just want you to know you’re not alone. We’ll get it right one day. 🤷🏼♀️😚 Til then, give yourself a break. They’ll be alright. People who matter don’t mind, people who mind *shouldn’t matter. Sometimes they do… in which case, you have to help them understand what’s going on with you. To anyone in my life that feels that glass slipper fits… please try to understand my heart, reread, back to top. Lol. -TAABG
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